♥ lost love

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Kinda worried right now.. Do not know anything also.. Sigh.. At a lost and can't make decision.. When will this last?? Hope it will end soon..

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Exam is gone!! Haha.. But afraid of the results.. Sigh.. I can say i screw up my first 2 paper.. Which is don't even know is it able to pass.. Sad.. But now, i shall not think too much and just enjoy the period of no stress right now.. Haha.. Looking foward to the dance training.. Haven been dancing for quite a while.. I WANNA DANCE.. Haha..

Now to another matter.. It has been bothering me for the past 2 weeks.. Hope things will turn out fine.. Sigh.. Really hope so bah..

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Why can good things be so short?? Cant they be kept longer or continue??? Sigh.. Someone please help me.. I do not want things to go wrong.. Sigh..

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^

Things have changed.. I hope it will get better and improve on this relationship.. Hope such a thing can last long and keep improving.. Lets work hard together yea?? Let improve on ourselves and oso this relationship..

Love ya

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Feeling both sad and happy today.. Had a wonderful day of experience with dear.. Went to places we nv did b4 even though it may not seem romantic to others.. Went to snow city in the afternoon and night to the Night Safari.. Really is tired going to this places man.. Need lotsa energy to do all that.. Lol.. And i got my present today.. A hand made pillow and a Emporia Armani watch.. I was like wow when i saw that man.. It was a brilliant timepiece.. Love it lots.. Tkz baby.. Wish to have many of such days with you..

Had a wonderful Valentine Day with you!!

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^

Friday, February 13, 2009

HAPPPY VALENTINE

I have a new addiction which is not good.. I am addicted to dota.. Do not understand why.. In the past i hate it but now i seems to be veri into it.. Haha.. But exams are coming.. Time is precious at the moment.. Hope things will be better..

Right now, the relationship between mi and dear has been getting better.. Hope it will continue like this and be as normal as other couple.. Pray hard for this day to come..

Finally, today is Valentine Day.. So Happy Valentine my dear!!

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^

Monday, February 09, 2009

Sigh.. This few days is really terrible for both my and my dear.. Really feeling very down.. Things have not been going smoothly for the both of us..

But still we had our wonderful times alone and with friends too.. On sat, we we went to watch FUYO inter school in the evening.. LOL.. Although i feel it was quite a good competition, she think that it was boring.. LOL.. She is only interested in the dance by NYP.. Haha.. Den after tt we went to have supper with friends..

But that was like the only day that we did not quarrel.. Sigh..

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

More at ease

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^

WORRIED SICK!! Half an hour more before my exam and i cannot stop being so worried.. Do take care.

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

Feeling the same emotions i had on Sunday.. Lost, Fear and Paronoid, but because of other things.. Really afraid.. Hope things will turn out to be better..

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^

Hope things will be alright and go on usual in this new chapter. Also hope tt really nth is happening..

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^

I want to add this to the previous post i wish you all the best in wad u do..

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^

This is written for my baby

Baby, this few days have been a very very difficult time for the both of us since Sat.. I know you are feeling very bad too. But i am a thousands time worse than u. Because i have been cheated many times le.. I feel so insecure right now, and you should know tt i do not have trust in this relationship anymore. So i think that if we continue it will be very difficult for us. You get what i mean my dear? I rather suffer myself than to pull u down when i am afraid and becoming so paranoid.. It is difficult for me but more difficult for you.. So i think we should just put this to an end ok?? I really don1 u to suffer with me during this time. I cant bring myself to do that to you.

But i am also sorry because we cannot continue anymore. I remember that on 28 den 2004, i told u that i will love and treat u good.. But i did not do that, so i also wanna say sorry to u for this.. And FINALLY, i wanna thank you for giving me so much good memories and good times with you. I really appreciate it my dear.. LAST LAST THING i want u to know is that I WILL PUT U IN MY HEART FOR AS LONG AS POSSIBLE after today.. I know u are sick at the moment, so do take care of yourself.. Don tire urself out kaex?? Gotta take care yea..

Sorry for not saying this to u face to face because i do not have the guts to say this and cant bear to do tt.. So if u got any thing wanna clarify or tell me, just sms me kaex??

Let me say this 1 more time to you baby " I LOVE YOU DEARLY AND MISS YOU TOO!!"

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^

Sunday, February 01, 2009

Feeling so LOST, PARANOID and becoming NOT MYSELF..

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^

Its has been a long time since i blog.. But during this time, many things just happen like this. I have been struggling in this few days. I do not know what to do and stuff. I need a listening ear and someone to advise me.. Who can do that? Who understand what i am feeling at the very moment? Should i put it down or should i carry on? It is a really difficult decision.. Both ways i am feeling very pain in my heart.. But if i do not put down, is it fair to her being like that?? Sigh!!

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^

Saturday, February 28, 2009

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Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Friday, February 13, 2009

Monday, February 09, 2009

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

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