Tuesday, February 03, 2009
This is written for my babyBaby, this few days have been a very very difficult time for the both of us since Sat.. I know you are feeling very bad too. But i am a thousands time worse than u. Because i have been cheated many times le.. I feel so insecure right now, and you should know tt i do not have trust in this relationship anymore. So i think that if we continue it will be very difficult for us. You get what i mean my dear? I rather suffer myself than to pull u down when i am afraid and becoming so paranoid.. It is difficult for me but more difficult for you.. So i think we should just put this to an end ok?? I really don1 u to suffer with me during this time. I cant bring myself to do that to you. But i am also sorry because we cannot continue anymore. I remember that on 28 den 2004, i told u that i will love and treat u good.. But i did not do that, so i also wanna say sorry to u for this.. And FINALLY, i wanna thank you for giving me so much good memories and good times with you. I really appreciate it my dear.. LAST LAST THING i want u to know is that I WILL PUT U IN MY HEART FOR AS LONG AS POSSIBLE after today.. I know u are sick at the moment, so do take care of yourself.. Don tire urself out kaex?? Gotta take care yea.. Sorry for not saying this to u face to face because i do not have the guts to say this and cant bear to do tt.. So if u got any thing wanna clarify or tell me, just sms me kaex??Let me say this 1 more time to you baby " I LOVE YOU DEARLY AND MISS YOU TOO!!"
my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^
