♥ lost love

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Woo haven been able to blog tis few days as i am so damn tired after training.. Today will also be a short one.. Whole body is feeling sore right now and of course pain here and there.. LOL.. But its just 2 more days to concert!! JIA YOU TPDE!!

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Haven been able to blog lately as training ends late this few days.. Tired and worn out man.. Just hurt my neck while slping(i guess or training head stand) and also hurt my thumb.. Always like this.. Having small injury that may affect training and of course the whole full out thing when rehearsing.. Feeling damn sad out of it.. Also recently, i do not know why i keep forget the steps for the battling part.. Was quite of demoralizing.. Sigh.. Really hope i can get everything done, ready and of course not forgetting any steps by this sat half dress rehearsal.. Everyone must take care yea.. Because it seems that everyone is getting sick as the day passes by.. So yea.. Take care everyone.. JY!!

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Things are not the same anymore.. Feeling lost and lonely at this very moment.. Can i talk to someone? Can someone talk to me? Can anyone give me hope? Can anyone tell me wad to do? Sigh.. So many question, not one do i have the answer.. So many big question mark.. Most importantly, CAN WE CARRY ON LIKE THIS?? SIGH!! Really need someone by my side right now.. Sigh..

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^

Sorry and tkz for everything.. But i think it's a little too late at the moment.. Do not think anything can be done to save this relationship again.. I seriously do not know what else i can do but to give this up for the both us to be happy.. At a lost.. I need some guidance.. Sigh.. Take care..

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^

Friday, March 20, 2009

Should i end this and make every1 happy? Or should i continue and hope things will turn out for the better? Really feeling very very lost at this moment.. Need some1 here to guide and tell me what am i suppose to do?? End or not to end? Difficult decision..

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^

sudden pain on the ankle.. can't really walk as per normal.. sadded

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^

Monday, March 16, 2009

Wah.. So sad.. Sprain my damn ankle.. Not that serious thou, still can walk la.. Just that there is pressure on the ankle and will cause pain and discomfort.. Sianx arx.. Went to see doc just now and hope tml can be able to move more.. HOPE BAH!! Anyway tkz baby for accompany mi to the doc and of course the donuts.. Really appreciate it.. Muackx..

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Woo, had a tiring week last week, which is the 1st week of training. Was totally exhausted by the training. Lol. But i guess it was fruitful man. It will be a hell of a show man. Haha..

Anyway, some things happen in my relationship in this 1 week. Which is very very irritating, sad and angry.. I cant imagine it myself man. I am that type of guy that will not do what i have done in that week.. Really amazed by myself.. But i hope that things will not happen again and carry on smoothly man.. I do not want another heartbreak.. I do not think i am able to take it again.. Really afraid.. Also tkz every1 for listening to me during this period and also for the encouraging sms audrey.. Really appreciate it..

And guess what, I got my results ytd and it was a bunch of bullshit man.. Cannot imagine getting such a grade.. Think i have wasted my time man.. Gotta work hard nxt sem and study smartly and maximise the time.. Lol..

FINALLY, lets all hope GEMS 4 will be a great show!!!!

my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^