Friday, May 29, 2009
Back to blog.. Lol.. Have been busy this few days.. Haven been able to blog most of the time.. Haha.. Also dar and my relationship is going on not very smoothly but we will go on smoothly as time goes by de.. I will try to make her happy once again bah.. Haha.. K la.. Nxt week don think have the time to blog as it is term test.. So ya.. See ya
my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^
Leslie life is back with colours.. He has found a new girlfriend and is call Ivy Goh Si Yao.. He is so happy to have found this new girlfriend and willing to change that has caused him his past relationship.. He is willing to make this new girlfriend very happy.. He is back on his feet with the help of Ivy.. So ya tkz.. Feeling tired, exhausted and sick.. Will update more soon.. Hehex..
my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^
I did not give up.. So i hope u did not give up too.. I will not let go of this too.. Most importantly what i said is not what i want.. Remember all these words?? I now say this to you..
my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^
I miss the times when we were happy and without worries.. Hope to get u back..
my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^
Leslie right now have nothing left.. Half of his world is gone.. He is at this moment no mood to carry on doing what he likes.. Dance?? Moodless.. Study?? Worse.. He do not know when can he get back up on his feet and continue doing the things he does.. Or he will nv be able to in this short period of time?? Leslie right now also made a very big mistake and it will impact his whole life and regret it too.. But right now, he must take responsibility in what he had done.. Leslie should stop being who he is at this moment and change for the better and not always wanting the other party to accommodate him.. But he is now really at the worst point of his life.. Nothing will be able to cheer him up i guess.. He got no one to blame but only himself.. SIGH!!!
my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^
The end.. The four and almost half year relationship has died down.. Feeling very sad and disappointed right now.. Didn't expect this is relationship to end this way.. Both parties feel deeply hurt and sad.. I still remember the first time i ask and she rejected it.. The feeling is back.. And there is no turning back anymore.. The knives are piercing through me right now and i do not know what can i do and what to do.. My world has become black and white out of a sudden when it was suppose to be colourfull.. Maybe like what people say, i may not be mature enough to handle a relationship yet.. My temper is bad, not willing to give in.. All this has become a liability to me in a relationship.. Yes the love is deep.. But that does not prove anything.. Do not know what can i say at the moment.. Lets just say that this relationship can never be back already bah.. And also thanks for all the people who have helped us in the darkest moment of this relationship.. And also sorry to you guys that i did not make full use of it and treasure the way i should.. I always say do not regret.. But this is the time when its easier said than done.. I also do not what to do le.. Guess that ya lo.. Just have to regret bah..And to you, I am really sorry for the things that i have done to upset you.. This may be the greatest regret in my life till now la.. But i do not blame you for all these.. These are just my foolishness and my damn bloody attitude, the unwilling to give in, the unwilling to take the first step that pull me into this shit.. I also do not blame for not giving me and forgiving me that i have asked for.. I guess u also had enough le.. That is why.. I hope both of us will learn from this mistake and bring this experience to the next journey of our lives.. Lastly, thanks for all the things you have done.. I really do appreciate everything u have done.. Good luck in your studies bah.. Will support you i whatever education path u choose.. But choose carefully.. LOVE YA.. MUACKX!!
my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^
Why are we quarreling over and over again.. Sigh.. Feeling a little down at the moment.. You are becoming what i am.. Not caring after quarrels and not making the 1st move like u did in the past.. In the past no matter what, we will quarrel and be back to normal less than a day.. Right now?? Not sure of it already.. Why??? It may come sooner than later.. Sigh..
my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^
Feeling so FUCKED UP the moment i think of it.. FUCK!!
my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^
Why am i like this?? Ask urself bah.. :) DON REGRET.. :)
my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^
Things aren't going well.. Is having just a dinner so difficult?? Saying but not doing what u say?? How much effort must i put in before everything can come to place and go on smoothly?? Or should i not put in so much effort anymore and let the other party do it.. And if the other party do not den how?? Things are really very different from the past where i put in so much effort to make this relationship going.. But are u going to do the same to make this relationship go on?? Sigh.. Is it because of some ppl that u are like tt?? Is is because the ppl are going to the place we go tt why u don1 accompany?? Are u afraid to show? The things that happen is pain.. Sigh.. Hope for the best bah..
my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^
FUCK!!! My mood is spoiled just when i wake up and bath.. Really is wtf la.. Wake up den receive call from gf to say tt her tuition change to 2pm.. Means we can only meet at 4.30.. We are suppose to meet at 3.30 la.. Even though is 3.30 it will drag till 4 and the same as 4.30 de.. So we only meet at 5.. So how do we go out and walk.. Its just dinner man.. Super sianx after listening la.. Every week when we want to go out something idiotic will happen de lehx.. Fuck sia.. Super suay.. Do not know why is all this happening.. Do not know who is making fun of us when both of us are making effort to go out and stuff to find time and stuff and always this such things will happen.. Sigh.. Why.. Can someone please tell me why such a thing will happen EVERY SINGLE WEEK!!!!!Haix.. Now i do not even have the mood to go out for just a dinner.. All this spoil my mood for the fucking whole day.. Sorry.. Have to bloody wait for another week to go out happily bah.. And hope nth extra will happen again..
my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^
Hey i am back blogging.. Its been a long long time man.. 2 weeks maybe?? Lol.. Have been busy this past 2 weeks bah.. With school and of course game.. Haha.. And ya going out too.. Lol.. Even this post will be short cause going out later.. Just to update on you guys who have been bugging me to update.. Haha.. After school starts, it is a totally different life.. No more intensive dance training, no more going out everyday, no more slacking and of course no more sleep.. Sigh.. Really wanna get some sleep peeps.. And of course for my relationship, it hasn't been going on very well at this moment.. But i still hope things will change for the better.. Lets hope so bah..Alright, time to go le.. Post another day bah.. See ya!!
my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^
