Monday, June 15, 2009
Why does all this has happen?? In this world which are true and which are false.. I do not know.. Feeling so empty inside me.. People can take it well but some can't.. And i am the one who is unable to do such a thing.. I know u ppl wan me back on my feet.. But this is too much for me to accept and to stand up right away.. This fall is a really very big fall.. I thought things will work well and should grab the chance i had.. I took the chance, but it was taken away as if nth had happen.. Really feel very miserable inside me.. There is no one i could talk too anymore.. How am i suppose to get through this? Sigh.. Hope is no longer an option i guess.. The process that i am going through is really dragging me towards hell.. My life is all messed up.. All fucking messed up.. Its disrupting my life.. But how am i able to not let it to when it mean so much to me? Hope for the best bah.. I do not know what will happen next but i do not want to disappoint my family.. I LOVE YOU
my word my say;
LESLIE ^.^
